my christmas.. my new year eve.. my new year.. all these great days are spent with ppl i love alot.. i'm happie :)

but i got a problem now.. how to sleep? lol...

难道人家一讲，你就明白每一样事情了吗？你也立刻会做了吗？哇，果然什么都会做。什么都懂。。厉害！我可不是咯。不会就问你啦，难道你不能温柔些告诉我吗？非得要用刺来刺我？

有时候，笨笨的我还真开心你会称赞我，可是，那些称赞的话语的次数与数落和痛骂我的次数相比，还是骂我比较多。难道得如此难看的骂了我一顿，才是正确地教导方法吗？

好。好。我知道，从你口中听到你称赞的话语的可能性是百分之一。算了。。那至少，吩咐我帮忙做东西，我不明白什么，当然是问你啦。可你的反应好像是我不会是不对的。啊！~最不喜欢做事时，那些只会坐在一旁指指点点的人。讨厌死了。有手有脚，一起做不可以吗？唉，只好加油！

i need attention today... but.....

i'm bored... hm.. i should rest.. but..

i dunno wat u're doing.. i dunno how u feel.. i think i spammed too much in ur inbox.. i want ur attn..

on the other side,,, i would like to thank God for bringing me thru difficulties.. must learn to let my ego go away.....

ahhhhh i wanna noe i wanna noe i wanna noe.......


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patience patience is a virtue.. be patient jia min.....

people who  knows me well enough would know that if i wanna hold on something tight.. i will.. but.. it will go off real soon too. lol. i had no idea why those question and statement came into your mind and what had made you said it out... but.. if you reli think it's nothing to be bothered.. hm.. i'll try to let it go. will make sure my heart stay stronger to hold on.. :) to hold on to the belief that everything is alright and that it's nothing that i do not know when it is necessary for me to know. anyhow, i hope i understand. and i will. if there's a will, there's a way isn't it? :)

@work.. you've went thru a lot.. as compared to me.. but anyway.. tmr is another hardwork day!~ hope everyone of us ganbate! and.... gracie dear's birthday is tmr!~ <3 hope grace will have a great day o. hm.

thank you Father. my God my Savior my Lord. for the blessings you've granted upon me and did not even request anything but for me to love others just like you've loved us. Thank u for giving me all the chances to worship you and serve you. Hope that i will not give up and fear of it but to see it as an opportunity to serve you Lord... Jia you jia you!!~ ^^ I LOVE You My God!!~ AMEN!!