Sunday, April 03, 2011

祷告

The sky tonight is so dark..~ Darker than the usual.. and.. I find many stars glowing up in the sky. How beautiful.. I guess, being at the seashore/beach, I'll get to hear the sound of the great wave~ feel the breeze wind of the sea..then enjoy the calm night.. Looking up at the sky and to see many countless stars up above me.. how nice it can be.. or or.... i can be at another high end... TOP of the hill.. with clear view of the sky.. feeling that the stars are reachable.. though not practical. but at least the stars are nearer to me compared to when i was at the beach? =P hehe. on the top of the hill... i can hear the cricket sounds.. maybe there's scary animals in the woods behind me? LOL so fairytale-like.. xD how nice... but.. ya la.. dat helps in keeping good mood :) oh well.. such a nice dream i have..

back to reality.. :) had to play 3 songs for Easter day.. hmm. nervous. but yup.. gonna have the fun. cuz it's my first time playing as a pianist for choir :) hope i dun drag them into any bad situation.. cuz i alwiz out of timing.. hmm.. Easter is gonna be a reli 'interesting' time for me.. a time that God wants me to learn time management.. Why? cuz I'll be having finals in that week. and the week before. so Easter is like in between. hm. on Easter.. besides playing piano, i had to act in a drama. hm. just worried that it'll take alot of my time. but oh well.. serving my Lord ma.. :) 'WHY WORRY WHEN U CAN PRAY?' AMEN~

another thing to worry.. my thesis. i can't make it for this coming ERB submission. aikz. stupid jia min. play la. lol. but oh well. praying hard that it'll be approved when i hand up during May :) so then i'll have to work IMMEDIATELY :) I WANT TO GRADUATE!~ God.. pls guide me :) i shall leave that to u ya~ AmEN~

third thing. something came bugging me. TEST 1~ how? hm. I'm so good at avoiding de o.. and I'm a person who doesn't stand strong. PLS PLS leave me alone from it. ok. this is totally avoiding. then? oh well. Come. Come Teach me Lord.. I dunno am I right or wrong. I cant find my stand. n the reason is cuz I'm afraid of being wrong. stupid Jia min! grow up laaaaaaa... why keep on running? why.???? stop stop stop. 

Lord. Help. cuz what I did.. I wasn't happie about it either. but.. was i trying to make a trouble out of nothing? ....... i'm so annoying. :( 主。。我把一切交由你带领。。阿门。。

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