Sm!L3

2012-01-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

my christmas.. my new year eve.. my new year.. all these great days are spent with ppl i love alot.. i'm happie :) but i got a problem now.. how to sleep? lol...

2011-12-06T08:50:00.001+08:00

难道人家一讲，你就明白每一样事情了吗？你也立刻会做了吗？哇，果然什么都会做。什么都懂。。厉害！我可不是咯。不会就问你啦，难道你不能温柔些告诉我吗？非得要用刺来刺我？有时候，笨笨的我还真开心你会称赞我，可是，那些称赞的话语的次数与数落和痛骂我的次数相比，还是骂我比较多。难道得如此难看的骂了我一顿，才是正确地教导方法吗？好。好。我知道，从你口中听到你称赞的话语的可能性是百分之一。算了。。那至少，吩咐我帮忙做东西，我不明白什么，当然是问你啦。可你的反应好像是我不会是不对的。啊！~最不喜欢做事时，那些只会坐在一旁指指点点的人。讨厌死了。有手有脚，一起做不可以吗？唉，只好加油！

2011-11-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

i need attention today... but..... i'm bored... hm.. i should rest.. but.. i dunno wat u're doing.. i dunno how u feel.. i think i spammed too much in ur inbox.. i want ur attn.. on the other side,,, i would like to thank God for bringing me thru difficulties.. must learn to let my ego go away.....

2011-11-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

ahhhhh i wanna noe i wanna noe i wanna noe....... .............. patience patience is a virtue.. be patient jia min.....

2011-11-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

people who knows me well enough would know that if i wanna hold on something tight.. i will.. but.. it will go off real soon too. lol. i had no idea why those question and statement came into your mind and what had made you said it out... but.. if you reli think it's nothing to be bothered.. hm.. i'll try to let it go. will make sure my heart stay stronger to hold on.. :) to hold on to the

2011-11-22T08:38:00.001+08:00

Question u asked.. Statement u made.. All had bothered me.. Altho u said it's not a bother.. But it bothered me.. Do u know? Wat did I not know? I guess.. It's everything.. :( Would this mean i'll nvr know? T-T

Think think think..

2011-09-14T09:35:00.002+08:00

Did anything went wrong? Somehow it feels weird.. Hm.. Nowadays.. Things is kinda packed.. N.. I somewhat feel tired everyday.. Izzit cuz I lack of exercise? Hm.. Maybe.. Had to change my lifestyle.. Make it more.. Refreshing? I dunno lo. :( Great thing is dat I met up v hue wen n heng ji ytd! :D wen's hse is simple n nice! ^^ but they guys going back to uk soon.. >< sad dat I dun get to meet

Started great.. But I messed up my mood..

2011-09-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

Somehow.. I feel dat my body is heating up. But i'm sleeping in the aircond room. N I m cold.. :( lack of water? Perhaps.. I'm still feeling uneasy n unhappy cuz things didn't go the way I want. I'm such a baby. -.- likes to create problems. :( it must tiring for some ppl to entertain me. Worse still, now.. I just cant sleep because of someone.. Cuz nvr sayang me till I can sleep. Dat's y i'm

2011-07-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

I had no idea how to describe my day. It was fruitful. but tired. it's my first time.. after such a long time.. having so many brain activities.. thinking is tiring. haha. had a great meet up with heng ji. and 'surprised' hue wen i guess when i called her all the sudden and realised she's at china. uh oh. she had to pay the fees :( aikz. my eyes are tired.. red red d.. guess i need rest for today

Satisfying my Craves

2011-06-03T12:50:00.000+08:00

Everyone is growing up.. Everyone is pursuing their dreams. Where's mine? Somehow.. I see good changes in many of my friends.. Those whom I knew long time ago.. How about me? Am I changing for good? But why I don't see it? H-A-H-A..But I'm glad to see everyone is moving on.. Just. I feel weird suddenly. Something funny happened to me yesterday.. I've accompanied grace to Kepong.. for her

2011-04-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

A song came into my mind. But I dun remember the lyrics only one small part n its melody. Ish.. Maybe U're trying to tell me dat? Dat i'm not perfect? But it's alrite to be imperfect.. :) just that.. I'm not even close to good. Lol. I wonder if i'm average.. I dreamt dat u'll be back early. Wat a dream.. I cant believe I missed u more than I tot I would.. >< m afraid of someday. Aikz. Have to

I dun understand, u dun understand, finally, we dun understand..

2011-04-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

Yes.. U might say u understood.. But no.. No.. I dun feel like u understand.. I think.. Could it possibly dat something is there dat sorta confused u? Or u're caught up by some thoughts? I dunno.. N.. Knowing the fact dat. Oh well.. U still dunno wat i'm trying to tell makes me feel a little upset n disappointed. Sorry but yes.. Dat's how I felt. But the truth is.. Noone ever understand me well

right here waiting for you

2011-04-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

oh. hm. unproductive la me. >< hm. but i m happie that i noe wat i'm doing. :) but i feel the heavy burden on myself cuz i haven finish my stuffs. :( i want ppl sayang :P but i guess... someone really very tired. nevermind nevermind :) i came across this song from lite fm.. ^^ wait wait.

祷告

2011-04-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

The sky tonight is so dark..~ Darker than the usual.. and.. I find many stars glowing up in the sky. How beautiful.. I guess, being at the seashore/beach, I'll get to hear the sound of the great wave~ feel the breeze wind of the sea..then enjoy the calm night.. Looking up at the sky and to see many countless stars up above me.. how nice it can be.. or or.... i can be at another high end... TOP of

自我安慰 ^^

2011-03-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

hm. 刚刚看到wan tian 说她的路坎坷。。提醒了我。。我也是。。哈哈。。可是，加油吧。。上帝常与我们同在。。而且，可爱的主。。委任了好多可爱的天使们在我身旁，扶持我、陪伴我、鼓励我、提醒我。。感谢我们的父神！~ 加油！！

for some reasons... i'm not in good mood.

2011-03-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

oh no. it's bugging me again. i hate this. why do i hate thesis so much? i guess cuz i need to bear the burden myself. n i'm not working on it. always wasting my time. not others wasting my time. but i'm doing it myself =.= putting others aside. u ask me to sit infront of the com.. i tell u.. i spent the whole time playin n daydreaming. what the hack am i thinking about? haiz.. worse still. i

i'm happie

2011-03-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

i'm hungry. LOL. first thing first. hungry :( anyway.. i'm in a wonderful mood!~ AMEN!~ thank u LORD~ thank u for answering my prayers. thank u for everything!~ it feels great when i leave everything to u my lord..~ ^^ it's gonna be a great day today!~ then after that... it's fighting time! ^^ one thought: Love is a relationship btwn 3parties.. n when it works well.. we'll be ONE!~ ^^ n it's

okay okay..

2011-03-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

原来就是那么样。。:) 好的。明白了。。わかりました．．so.. i wont say anything. ^^ let's see. i remember something i wanna use to describe my feelings now.. in Jung's archetypes.. there's one thing that says about persona.. i guess that's wat i'm using now.. Ha. Ha. HA.. =.= 我不会去拥有什么疑问。。就那样画个句号吧。 looking forward to a day. :) guess it's time for me to get prepared. aza aza fighting!!

Recently..

2011-01-30T12:40:00.001+08:00

recently. You've sent someone to support me all the time. Guiding me. recently. I've been caught up with my homework and assignments gonna be due really soon. right after CNY holiday. recently. I've gained weight. recently. I've taken away my braces and wearing retainer now! yay! recently. I've taken a different direction and wanna try something. recently. I'm looking forward after everything is

2011-01-19T12:12:00.000+08:00

hm. i realised i've been MIA since.. last year? haha. owh.. it was just 3 weeks ago. hahaha.. hm. had a splendid trip to China.. went to reli ulu places.. n some cities.. took 5 flights.. lol. but a fun one. i went there with sickness... came back with nonsense!~ haha. at least without sick ^^ for more nice nice pics.... u can click to my fb pics: there's 3albums: http://www.facebook.com/

2010-12-24T09:15:00.000+08:00

people sick i sick =.= people busy i busy =.= lagi teruk. people go prom i go prom. haha. went for prom with an almost dead look. haha. had slight fever yet still i went. my parents gonna kill me for that. cuz the next day morning.. which was tuesday.. i had a high fever with a 39.5degrees Celsius. lol. mum was so upset about it. the whole tuesday i was stuck on bed. lol. wed better still stayed

tight tight schedule n tiring day..

2010-12-20T09:27:00.000+08:00

whoa.. christmas is around the corner!~ and i'm just finally done with my finals 3days ago...! like Priscillia.. i'm packed with tight schedules.. let's see wat i've done so far.. on 17/12, last ppr for this year.. and i can tell u it's terrible. then right after exams.. went to sg wang for our Garden gals celebration :) a simple dinner.. on 18/12, woke up at 6.. reached sg way primary school

2010-12-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

some updates b4 i head to.... war tmr. haha. went tru loads of things this week. along the coast.. some chose to leave the path and take a different route from mine. haha. it's alright though i actually feel.. hmm.. sorta dissatisfied? oh no. this is terrible. i dunno how to study for human motivation. and im totally not motivated. = = oh i noe.. i'm motivated to sleep. haha. nowadays.. the

原来。。。

2010-12-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

原来你对我的爱只不过是如此。。前面的两条路，你选择了最简单的那一条路。。哈哈。我也曾经如此想过。就这么一次，竟然实现了！我还以为度过了危险期，应该不会有事吧。。没想到，一去不回头。。=P 是时候收拾心情读书咯！:)我决不走容易的路。。明年的目标，挑战我自己！=D　把某些不需要的，放下咯！！~抓紧机会前进！:)

Great n wonderful time spent v my 2 beautiful gals!!

2010-12-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

Guess wat. I just told jia hui dat I wont blog at this time. But oh well.. I'm here. To blog just in case I forgot my feelings. Haha.. First n foremost, must thank han gor gor for the vip ticket to the guang liang's concert. It's held at klcc convention centre. Reli grand. Secondly.. Must thank jia hui for inviting me to join o.. Hehe. I'm sorry dat i'm not a big fan of his but I do enjoy

In the middle of war..

2010-12-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

Whoa.. I'm in the mid of war v my finals. I found out dat everyone seems more relaxed this time than last time. I wonder why.. Hmmm.. Done v ethics for the time being.. Tmr will b IO. Aiyo.. Stressed. Hmmm. N worse still, it's open book. I cant remember anything at all. Everything is running away from me! Haiz.. I cant believe I skimmed thru everything in 1day. Thou I do think I cant finish for

Start of december!

2010-12-01T10:37:00.001+08:00

It's a new start again! The final month of the year! Wow. It's fast.. Christmas is coming! The day Lord Jesus Christ is born! Hooray! Many shopping complex started decorating.. Such a wonderful season.. ^^ it also reminds me dat finals is here. V many work not reli done.. Haiz.. However.. I'm looking forward to the day... =D Let's see.. It had been a fun weekend.. Attended class on sunday.. Had

22-27 Nov 2010!~

2010-11-27T10:18:00.000+08:00

it had been an interesting week. had been boiling porridge for few nights - provided u understand wat this means :P hehe. erm erm. had a wonderful week if i dun think too much. haha. but oh well. i'm just such a talkative person with endless thoughts ^^ but we're alwiz DOS -depends on the situation. lol. let's see. so at least.. this week no worries about IO meetings. cuz oni once.and after next

2010-11-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

indeed. it was a tiring day. from the start. but the coolest thing was.. my parents got me something i like. thank u!!~ and it's my christmas present le!!~ ^^ happie :) but my younger bro said it's a waste of money :( really? >< done with presentation slides. just need to prepare presentation script :) should be alright i guess. haha. since i love talking. but.. just that it'll be scary to

2010-11-25T07:22:00.002+08:00

it's a tiring day. even at the start of the day. :) im. afraid.

a book and i. does it match?

2010-11-24T09:51:00.000+08:00

me. is as easy as reading a book. :P how hard can it be? if u cant get me.. worse come to worse, read my blog. haha. everything is written here. the fun part is.. sit nx to me. and if i think u're a nice person, pop~ everything goes into ur memory system and u noe me. haha. how hard can it be to know me? it's just whether u're interested in opening the book to read about me.. HAHA.. and i noe..

neutral neutral o

2010-11-23T10:57:00.000+08:00

yay!~ i've passed my FIN class. with a C+ only. lol. but at least i passed it right? funny. but yea. we thought that we might be failing it d ma. so passing it would be good enuf. :) hm.. i cant remember how the lecturer looks like. funny right. cuz i mixed up all the biz lecturers face. xD anyhow, finals is like 70% of the whole course, so getting a C+ might be alright for me d ba. hehe. guess i

2010-11-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

hm. i had bad bad sleep on sunday night. had 2 dreams and both were not good ones.. anyhow.. ytd nite was a good one~ at least :) hm. today today going sekinjang!! yippie!~ to celebrate gracie dear's birthday! we going to see the paddy field and sunset.. then seafood for dinner! cant wait!!! hooray~ hoping that this week will be a productive week. tho i didnt hear from u anymore..u're still in

a sign? ^^

2010-11-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

hm. i wonder. nowadays, many had approached me asking my future.. is this a sign? haha. a sign to remind me that it's time. it's time to decide right? :) perhaps.. i'm so happie dat my dear church friends were around me to listen to me and give me suggestions.. thank God for such reminder and preparation. i know u have ur plans ahead for me. and i'm looking forward to it. attended a personality

continuous faith in YOU

2010-11-21T19:03:00.001+08:00

my heart had been occupied with many struggles and emotions.. thank God for being there for me when i need it. thank u Jun for alwiz lending a helping hand. trying all u can to make me a happier person. :) this week had been a tiring week for me. had been in uni most of the time or out since 7 something in the morning till 6 something in the afternoon. had been so occupied with assignments.. this

i cant right?

2010-11-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

can't i be a little more optimistic?can't i be a little more patient?can't i be a little more understanding?can't i be a little more relaxed?can't i be a little more than who i am now?can't i be a little more faithful?can't i be a little more strong?can't i be a little more independent? lalalala~ i love starting the sentence like this.. lalalala~ rain rain come often. make the weather cool and

IO final rush

2010-11-18T20:26:00.001+08:00

when a person's mood can go sooooooo high up! lol. today was another tiring day.this happens when there's THREE (3) assignments due on the same week >

neverending stops. but but..

2010-11-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

whoa!~ finally finished reading IO.. at least the training part. about 60+ pages. faint le... my eyes are tired... o.o the wounds is itchy. and it's a sign that... it's recovering!! yippie! headache.. :( but my hands are itchy too.. i wanna scratch the dried blood. haha.. now. morning. wake up. ethics. let me finish u up. then. i can edit human motivation. n then i can rest rest rest! then pick

emo me is back. good rite?

2010-11-16T17:49:00.001+08:00

was it me. or u. do u even noe wat u've said actually made my heart sunk?? i am just so sensitive. and it's so not good. on the way back. i have never ending train of thoughts.again.why must u say dat? i was thinking. does it mean dat im overinvolved in your life? i'm sorry if i did. i didnt noe being manja and playing around is taking up ur spaces. i didnt know that msging u all the time is

churchie campie!~ ^^

2010-11-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

just back from the church camp about 3 hrs ago. had a wonderful trip! i love the place!!~ MBS recreation center.. i love the swimming pool!!! had fun swimming le.. but but.. now now.. going there with no sickness.. and i'm back with flu n headache. haha.. my nose summore leaking leaking d.. ^^ sleeping in the dorm with the wonderful ladies was so fun le!!~ altho i was too tired to had chit chat

2010-10-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

crime scenes kill me. i dunno when's enuf. :( piano kills me when i had the responsibilities. i don't think i'm sensitive to music. hence... why me Lord? why? what u wan me to learn? >< haiz...... u sure that's my gift? :( alrightie. i'm so tired........ ................. ................... ................. i really hope so. amen

2010-10-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

time for updates!~ oh well. i should be working on forensic.. grace is so gonna kill me.oh well. wat to do. i had to think of crime scene! ok. not to think but to add on. haiz... ask me fantasize killing people is easy.. asking me think of the place after ppl was killed? = HARD.. haha let's see.. hm..i had some due dates to rush for.. oh oh. one important thing is!!~ i got Ms bawany as my

2010-10-24T12:45:00.001+08:00

Today is a great day!!~ had a great start ^^ a funny msg from my dear enlightened my day! a warm msg from jun yan keeps my day away from boredom~ a service at KLBC, reminds me about CHurch!~ a long trip back home from KL by public transport.. made me realise how nice it would be if there's someone around to fetch me. haha.. n not to mention.. it reminds me about the times when chell and i took

2010-10-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

yippie! yahoo! my dear is back! n he became more cute than he used to be :) another reason for me to love him more ^^ actually don't need reason.. haha. but nvm. it's a backup. hahaha.. my dear had been my target for studying last week.. and my goal is to study, finish the exam n tadaaa~ the reward is he'll be back. haha.. can't wait to meet up my dear tmr ^^ eeeeeeeeeeee this week gonna be a

2010-10-06T11:08:00.000+08:00

i'll have to wait. for another almost 2 weeks.. to see u again. hm. but looking at the brighter side.. i can focus on my exams!~ owl owl movie's storyline is nice!~ if if owl's storyline can work with alpha n omega's graphic designing.. aww~ sweet! haha.. thank u dear :) let's see. today's lecturer appreciation lunch. lol. and i seriously wonder what happens later. but wat to do.. gracie dear

lai mun yeu

2010-10-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

mun yeu. as much as i've said at dsa saying dat i wont put ur name here. here u are!~ LAI MUN YEU, KYLE. hehe. sorry. i'm half asleep. so my brain not functioning well d. though i noe my brain doesnt function normally. anyway. i read ur blog and u said about weird. i dunno wat's weird. cuz i oso dunno wat i'm reading. anyway.. hope u find fun toady~ at least i did. fun havin u around mun yeu :)

2010-10-03T16:37:00.002+08:00

going klang now... was hoping dat my dear can come along.. but. but.. he must be tired after the whole day.. :) i dunno if u manage to read this.. hahahahah <3 u~

straw.b.e.r.r.i.e.s~

2010-10-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

I'm happie today. because of my dear, my parents n myself. of course, it's God's work!~ Amen!! Dear gave me strawberry today le.. ^^ i used to hate strawberries. hahahaha.. but dunno since when.. i ate strawberry at cameron.. then I've started to accept it xD i wonder if the strawberries are sweet le.. will try one later. :) n thank u dear for dropping by though i've rejected to get into ur car

Alpha & Omega~ luv it~

2010-10-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

I'm so in love with this movie~ i love the animation.. the graphic.. it's beautiful~ somehow i dun understand why there were only like 5 of us in the whole cinema this morning.. practically.. i would reli want to watch it again in 3D.. it'll be soooo beautiful.. everything is so BLUE~ loving it... hmm.. it had been a week since i last posted anyway.. had been so tired since last week.. was

2010-09-22T07:24:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. it seems like i'm in a situation to understand A LITTLe about work life. but i lost it again. LOL. it's driving me crazy. i'm sorry if i started up some fire to spoil things btwn us. i doubt u'll even look into this now. :P oh well i need a way to take away any

sweets-children's favourite.

2010-09-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

thank you for the movie. n the ice cream. the ice ream did enlighten me. however, it's my problem for not telling you the problem and i'm afraid of making you dislike me after telling you. but perhaps, you won't bother much now.. how significant am i? u said u'll work things out, how? mind telling me? o.o 201 is making me cuckoo. lack of sleep makes me dizzy. cao.. i think i lost some brain

2010-09-16T07:18:00.000+08:00

u r indeed a great influence. in my life at least. i don't know if you felt the same when the same thing happens on you. but the disappointment i have is alot. noone to blame. it does happen when i've put high expectation. which is something not right. however, i'm wide aware about the situation you're in. i guess sometimes, holidays should really leave it back to you. :) nothing much to be said

emotionless is my new theme.

2010-09-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

in order to be mature. i can't and i shouldn't show my emotions to others. it will hurt me in return. how true? sorta have been managing some stupid things. something that had made my mood bad. anyway.. i'm enjoying the book i've borrowed from the library: 'how to master psychometric tests'. quite a cool book. hope things i learn in it would be useful for IO selection part. i felt quite funny

Flow Like a River

2010-09-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

i'm listening to this song.. Flow like a river.. flowing into Lord's love, His kingdom... :) Thank God for preparing me by giving me things to handle. though i might be procrastinating at times.. but i'll work on improving it. :) will think for a good and proper testimony to be presented on sunday service soon. ^^ though i'm nervous when i even think of it, but Father, do give me strength in

u made me up n down

2010-09-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

oh well. u're such a good influencer. lol.... anyway.. YA was fun ytd!~ at least i did have fun. and i'm happy dat u made it..... :D am hoping that cao will come too..... >< anyway.. i'm so in love with u... u make me worry, panic, negative, positive, excited.. u made my feelings go up and down!~ and for yesterday and today.. u;ve made my day.. i enjoy LOOKing at u sleeping. haha. i supposed

worktime. emotime. siaotime. = jiamintime

2010-09-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

Wasn't I supposed to be dividing my attn???? i've failed to do so. T_T disappointed. i cant take my attn away from u. it's making me crazy. but i know dat putting so much attn on u will make u crazy. but im so selfish dat i still do it to make u crazy. sorry. had a chat with cao today.. n she told me dat.. it's alwiz better to calm self down and start telling myself that.. i shall ignore unless u

attention.spread

2010-09-03T09:16:00.000+08:00

i've realised.. i gave too much attention to the same person. which would be such an annoying thing to that person right? haha.. perhaps.. i should really learn to divide my attn.. giving it to those who actually gave me alot of attention :) izzit alwiz like that? that everyone would actually giv u less attention when u gave more attention to him or her? anyhow... shooT!! health psychology's

before 3rd yr starts :)

2010-08-24T11:23:00.000+08:00

yay!~ i'm in good mood d!! ^^ thank u dear... :) erm erm....i won't give up. i've tried planning for avoidance. but i noe it doesnt help.. so so.. i'm gonna hold tight n not letting it go away :) let's see how it works ^^ haiz.. i have not decided anything for my thesis topic. i have not make up my mind bout my preferences.. stressed. worse still, i'll be having my midterms for FIN203 next week

stupid girl

2010-08-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

how ironic. Looking at my blog title and its description.. i cant smile at all. how can i be happier? just told dad about things that have been upsetting family members.. anyway, i'm a terrible person.. i only know how to go a step backward rather than a step forward when there's problem. i've alwiz been lik that for ages. if u were to ask me what will you do when u're in a certain situation,

自私的我！

2010-08-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

我想念你。。很想告诉你。。我想念你。。可是我的固执，不让我开口说。。我的三八思想，阻止了我的理智。。我的心情不好。。就拿你来当玩偶。。是我不对。我任性，情绪化。。连我都顶不顺自己的无聊。。我撑不住自己了。。求主怜悯我的罪。。没用的我。无聊的我。脆弱的我。贪心的我。我最喜欢的是。。被你叫傻瓜的我。。我很累。我今天笑得很累。。心情不好而笑得很累。。不管是怎样的我都好。。我。。把幸福推走了。。我把它毁了。为什么我只会想我？自私的我！

2010-08-21T07:43:00.003+08:00

i am so emo-fied nowadays. not good. i wanna sleep. i need sleep. but it feels as if i was sleeping all the way. not awake at all.

i'm sorry.

2010-08-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

i'm not happy about what i've done. i'm not happy about what u've said. i'm not happy. why am i like that? i'm such a terrible person. i choose to change. i'm not gonna say much. putting it aside. my choice is to avoid. see how successful i can be in it. JIAMIN!! focus on ur studies. come on. come on... come on. . . . . . . i need counseling. i need to bang my head on the wall. i need to slap

2010-08-19T18:18:00.001+08:00

原来，误会是那么可怕的。。所以哦，我们可要常常问清楚哦。。沟通最重要！~ ：）有什么就直接问我和告诉我哦！~：）我会解释的 =P 想你！！

迷路了

2010-08-19T07:39:00.002+08:00

好冷。。因为昨晚下了一场漫长的雨。。我。。因你一封短讯，如今没能再睡着。。我昨晚说的那一句，从来都没有其他的想法。。我只想着："与其勉强的讲，不如就等到待会儿你方便才继续讲。。" 也许。。我不应该说那一句话吧。。是我错了。。对不起。哪有人笨笨的说得出那些话呢。。对不起。希望你不会联想到那么远吧。。我会很害怕的。。看来。。我这个傻瓜，真的傻傻的。。你不要想到那么远好吗？我真的很害怕。。当你告诉我你在思考那一句话时，我的心酸了起来。。我。。迷路了。。你不要去思考这个好了吗？去看看圣经的话语是否更好呢？唉。。

21st!~

2010-08-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hey people!~ thanks alot for the wonderful birthday !~ a meaningful one :) a great one!~ and.. perhaps.. i've hurt someone on dat day too... >< and i'm sorry about it... didnt mean it. or perhaps i was overwhelmed that i've ended up hurting u. and i'm sorry... anyway.. for nice pics of wat i've been thru in the day before, on and after my birthday.. stepping into 21yrs old became meaningful with

Singapore trip to meet up Katy Perry!~ and SingFest 2010

2010-08-07T12:18:00.000+08:00

whoa. it was a fun trip to Singapore!~ got to know 6 new friends.. keeping in touch in FB. haha. n n.. got to know some people from the media.. haha. and of course!! took a pic with Katy Perry! and went for SingFest 2010!~ oh not to mention, had a free flight with free accommodation which is so awesome. so here is a view of the corridor i must walk through everytime i wanna go back to the hotel

I want You Lord to guide me...

2010-07-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

so here is wat my friend asked me through msn: JY@happiness.com says: *icic..hhe *actually i felt that u not really like to play pop songs dont u? ♥JiAmIn♥ says: *haha... erm... *i just feel dat i'm not creative enuf *haha *i do like pop songs. sometimes. i do actually try making out sounds of the song i like. but. i m just not talented to make any sound rite *so i gave up *haha *and eventually.

a day outing with zhu ren and gracie dear!~

2010-07-27T11:59:00.001+08:00

my toilet bowl!~ :)can u see the guy behind??! it's disturbing.. haha but see the pretty pretty grace dear in front ^^aiyo. very funny la. squating while eating. hahagrace and her strawberry yogurt drinkme and my grape yogurt drinkzhu ren and her sago :)my food on the toilet bowl cover. haha.both zhu ren and grace's food in the toilet bowl. haha ^^while both of them are singing happily, i was

back!~

2010-07-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

hmm. i went to hatyai for a hol trip right after finals... :P pics are uploaded to fb... lazy to post it here d... xD something is so wrong with me. i feel as if every morning.. i have no reason to wake up.. so when it's time to wake up.. i still wanna sleep.. and i continued sleeping..... and worse thing came by now.. when it's time to sleep.. and i wasn't even sleepy =.= i can just struggle

2010-07-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

what a draggy and lazy day today... i supposed i manage to finish studying the syllabus that will be tested tmr.. however.. there's no confidence if i remember what i read. why? cuz i was half asleep while studying =.= anyhow.. i'm still so sleepy now after 3hrs of sleep/nap. haiz.. it's so... draggy.. i wanna go n relax.. let me gao dim chapt 3 n 4 of bawany's text first..... all the best my

'WC finals' VS 'finals studies.' LOL

2010-07-12T04:41:00.003+08:00

haha. while everyone is busy watching World Cup.. i was busy reading slides. flipping book. woohoo!~ i'm impressed by myself man! i cant believe.. i manage to study whole night till now! it's like. my very first time i can still be so energetic even though it's so late now! haha. unfortunately. i'm feeling a little dizzy. haha. i supposed it's my body trying to tell me that it's time to sleep.

TGIF :)

2010-07-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

wooohooo~ Thank u LORD!~ it was really great nowadays.. except for the point that there's so limited progress in the studies for finals.. others are so well~ firstly, ytd.. or i supposed for most of the time when i fetch my grandfather for acupuncture, i alwiz get the 'green' light all the way!! happy happy!! and not to say.. there's alwiz parking around! even today.. when i drove UNSER.. was so

it's beautiful!~

2010-07-06T09:55:00.000+08:00

haha. it seems like studying didnt work out for me just yet. once i opened the book. read a few LINES. and *poof* i dozed off. =.= anyway.. on sat night, didnt make it for EBC's dinner. sad sad.. cannot see how chuang being the emcee. haha.. eventually i went for a wedding dinner at Jaya 33's Oriental Pavilion, and wow. it started about 8.15pm, it ended about 10pm! so good. and the food was great

i realised..

2010-07-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

i've just realised that this one of the ways for me to tell u wat i've went through.. it seems as if it's kinda hard to tell u about my stories n about things i've went through in a day.. haha. however.. i love it when u make an effort to read my blog and see wat i have to say.. unfortunately.. u dun have a blog where i can see how u're feeling n how's things for u... i'm really sorry that i've

yesterday into today...

2010-07-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

war!! haha. today. done with 204's last assignment for this sem.. and tmr is the due for 203 assignment. unfortunately.. i've been unproductive. n i wonder what am i going to hand up tmr? hope cao got something d at her side. haha.. *guilty* can't wait to learn playing beautiful and nice chords from jun yan. and i love it when he calls me princess. haha. i can't believe. it's like a daddy

2010-06-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

okay. time to start working :) assignment dues are coming close... hope manage to finish 204 tmr and 203 can be half done tmr. ^^ ganbate!~ itchy.. >< not good. i'm avoiding. :(

i look upon You..

2010-06-29T07:53:00.000+08:00

o.o so i ended up being lost. but han gor gor reminded me to pray. and i prayed. and yes!~ it's answered. though, before that.. some water pipe burst... it took me about 5mins to dry it up. haha. usually it only took a few seconds. i can't believe. i'm such an emo girl. such small matter oso the pipe burst. haha.. thank goodness it can be handled. with God's help ^^ i'm such a stubborn person

standard chartered marathon 2010!~

2010-06-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

woohooo!~ my first time working from 3am-1pm le!! hip hip hooray!~ worked as an volunteer at standard chartered kl marathon.. was assigned to work at the baggage dept.. actually.. was thinking that it was the most boring work man!! looking at the bags.. =.= however.. to my surprise. it's the most hectic and chaotic work!~ didnt have the time to stop by and look around!! worked like a machine from

2010-06-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

it's still so cold. i remembered on tuesday night.. it was cold enuf when staying overnight at the hospital.. n the funniest thing was.. i was sitting at the coldest spot. n today. even at lvl9 wisma help.. i sat nx to the coldest spot. (grace was sitting at the coldest spot :P ) omg. and i forgot about my jacket.. didnt bring. so stupid la me. anyway.. just to show my appreciation.. i wanna

=0

2010-06-25T12:49:00.001+08:00

when i've lost the confidence in myself.. 当我对我自己没了信心。。 my heart feels as if it fell off from the top end of the building.. 我的心，就如从高楼大厦的顶楼掉了下来。。 -to be continued-

冷。。

2010-06-25T10:30:00.000+08:00

冷。。超冷。。我祈求有个平安的心。。有时。。不。。是每一次。。我都会想太多。。而且是去想一些不切实际的东西。。该做功课时，就该做功课。。可是我脑海偏偏装满了你的影子。。。啊！！清醒啊！ Ha-Chu~ 我是那么的期待。。期待期待。。真的很不切实际哦。。好吧。。现在该去期待一些比较实际的东西了！明天。。晚上会跟草去参加圣乐演说会。。然后她就会在我家过夜。。也许我两会睡不着。。然后打架！！哈哈。。好期待星期日早上凌晨去做义工。。3am 就必须报到！！应该会是很刺激的。。原本被分派到baggage部门，有点不甘。。可是现在的我。。真的很感谢上帝让我去那个部门。。至少当人家在忙着。。我们也可以歇着吧。。嘻嘻。。冷冷。。结冰咯。。惨！烦死人了。。

2010-06-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night.. the cold breeze was so cooling!~ i love the wind.. it made me so refreshed!~ and the whole bedroom so cool... making my sleep better!~ however.. this morning.. my stomach suddenly crammed.. it was so pain that i've sweated alot. wow. this is such a not good experience.... now... pray hard that everything goes well... amen.. :)

sleep.

2010-06-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

:( i'm such a control freak + pessimistic + depressed.. anyway.. nvm. i'm fine d. just i need sleep. :) i'll be doing good real soon!! went for SCKLM 2010 volunteer briefing for my part with gracie dear today... gonna go for a nap.. then.. tonite going to taka's hse for dinner ^^ sleep sleep!~ ice cream ice cream!! important to make me FAT. but the weather has been so hot.. so ice cream sounds

2010-06-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

hm. bad news are.. 1. i've been really emotional nowadays. with my mood swings. i can be super serious and fierce at one point, and suddenly burst out laughter.. =.= i can't believe i'm like that. 2. i didnt really sleep well these days. it's either not enough, or i cant remember if it's enuf.. 3. my grandparents are not feeling well. getting weaker. i was so afraid of losing them. my heart

(^^)

2010-06-08T11:41:00.000+08:00

oh oh. i know what to write d!! yesterday's exam. i tell u. it's so.. i dunno how to do. LOL. and when i was working out the answers (which eventually didnt look right. but i cant be bothered anymore. lol) my brain oso bz thinking of things..... and i've prayed for rain yesterday.. and it rained!~ and i've filled in my sadness with my fav ice cream!! and max said he'll treat me ice cream tonight

^^

2010-06-08T11:35:00.000+08:00

yay!~ back with dear dear.. :) aww.. some stupid mistakes i've made.. :( and things can just go off... hope things go well!~ ok. i dunno wat to write d.. >< hope that mei jia you in her exam later... ok. study time!~

2010-06-07T04:25:00.000+08:00

when certain things just happened because i had a bad mood swing. =.= i'd even thought of it happening. but i just can't believe it happened because i've been thinking of it :( and now. when it happened. i'm sad. it's totally bothering me now. and it's not leaving me. what can i do? u've taken it wrongly when i said it in a bad mood. and i've done it seriously wrongly. am i happy now? no. stupid

rain. come

2010-06-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

i need rain. i'm desperate for the rain to come. i want rain! i need rain rain rain rain rain. i wanna be outgroup. i wanna leave. i dun wanna stay. i'm not happy.. and i'm so gonna pray. pray pray.. why am i giving up when i'm the one having such unhappy thoughts when everything seems alright to everyone?! something is definitely wrong with me. what is going on in my mind?! just when things

tough week..~

2010-06-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

it's almost a week from my last post.. hm. let's see. where to start le. i've went to Youth '10 last sat. it wasn't as great as i've expected. though, i've enjoyed the company by Han gor gor and Zhu ren, and Evie :) then followed Gor gor all the way to Jalan Ipoh to see things. though i know nothing about camera. but there's alot of techno stuffs there. i supposed. haha.. then followed his car

the long winded me!~ :P

2010-05-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

haha.. had so much fun last week!~ starting from wed.. cuz no class on wed, i went out with Gracie dear the whole day!~ almost ler.. accompanied her to take her camera from Shah Alam's factory.. then went to the saloon at Puchong.. the hairdresser was so kind that she helped me trimmed my fringe as i've just roughly cut it myself in the morning. haha. (too ugly then she helped me trimmed gua..

2010-05-19T00:46:00.001+08:00

i went for movie just now. guess wat.. when i'm home.. it's 11pm+.. cuz the movie was at 9something.. then.. CC was like.. ur mum in the car rite.. and i was wondering wat he meant? lol. didnt ask further.. n... i went into my hse... he left.. then i opened the inner door.. realised someone came out from the car parked outside.. surprised to see my mum inside the car =.= hahahahaha.. *screams!!!~

2nd day of 2yr 3rd sem.....

2010-05-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. though these days.. my sleep wasnt good enuf... but i did have fun with the start of classes... lol. our first class for child development class ytd morning ended at 9.30 although it was supposed to end at 11.... n we ended up straying around.... daydreaming. and doing some funny n stupid stuffs.. such as spamming fb pages.. with 50++ comments hahahaha... waited till class at 2. cuz me

look into my eyes. wat do u see? my eyes la!

2010-05-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

o.o after i've complained about the heat. here comes rain :) i love rain. but it had alwiz been making me thinking every time there's rain.. though the rain started small.. it's quite heavy now.. like the thoughts in my brain. though it started small. it's growing more and more in my brain. certain things.. no matter how much i wanna do. i can't. some thought in my brain stopped me from taking

the weather is HOT :(

2010-05-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

i'm darn bored. -.- and it's hyper duper HOT. even though i'm wearing sleeveless shirt with shorts.. it's DARN HOT. sweeeeat like nobody's business. =.= i've managed to finish half of the book i've just bought. and i find the story meaningful. very meaningful. anyone who wanna borrow, i would be so glad to lend it :) my mum still haven't go to johor.. haha. anyway, if they ended up going, i would

《把你带走》

2010-05-12T14:42:00.001+08:00

猛猛地太阳，加上毛毛的细雨，等于？太阳细雨。。哈哈。。我自创的！刚刚从地铁站走路回家，淋着毛毛细雨，没什么感觉。。反而很怀念倾盆大雨呢！让雨水一滴一滴的从我的头顶如水珠流到我的脸颊。。好开心。。对不起哦。。我这个人很粗鲁。。意兴奋就会打人。。>_< 呵呵。。没能买到爸爸的生日礼物。。好伤心。。。。唉。。好啦。。我不知道要写什么了。。现在很无聊呢。。谢谢你的午餐：）有机会我会再与你共吃午餐的。。刚买了一本书，要看了！~《把你带走》。。

daddy's 52 bday!

2010-05-12T09:11:00.000+08:00

what is my priority now? i don't reli like the decisions i've recently made... anyway.. i'm hungry!~ haha. dadddy bought hokkien mee from uncle's stall ytd i think. wonder if there's any leftover now.. i wanna eat. haha.. today is my dad's birthday!!!!~ happy birthday!~ haha. let's seee... my dad hopped onto my bed this morning. looking at me, hinting me.. oh oh. yea. his birthday!~ hahaha...

rain rain come again. :)

2010-05-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

i L-O-V-E the rain!~ thank u Lord!~ Amen. :) though i was stuck in a short jam at LDP.. and surprisingly the jam in SPRINT highway have not started.. i still love the rain!~ :) stood outside there under the rain for a few mins. sadly, i feel as if the rain wasn't heavy enuf. haha.. had wonderful breakfast with Max this morning :) and the dim sum shop i brought him to was great!~ lol. if not nice

disturbed mind.

2010-05-10T07:47:00.000+08:00

i had so much to say about my penang trip. but i'm in a not-to-write mood now. certain things popping in n out my mind. and i'm feeling so tired now. clothes are done. need to hang it before i head out. max coming. go eat dimsum!~ i wanna come home earlier. HAHA. hope that maybe ltr or tmr i'll have the mood to upload pics... lalalalala~

ECO203 assignment killed me.

2010-05-07T09:44:00.000+08:00

i'm sooooooo tired... >< for the very first time. after doing assignment late night. i'm so tired =.= this is the 2nd or 3rd time i stayed up late for assignment. real late.. but the 1st time being so tired... zzzzz.. poor kelvin.. had to bare with me and cao for draggin the assignment cuz if not, he can't do the conclusion.. but he sounded so awake when i called him ytd nite =.= normally like

i'm happy because u are!~

2010-05-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

i'm happy! I'm happy because: u're back!~ u're happy.. u'll be there for me to hug.. u'll be there for me to see.. hearing u being so excited made me so excited too.. overall.. i'm happy because you are happy!!!! ahhhhh ^-^ i'm happy!!